Chapter 6 : H.E.L.P

It's been 3rd week now since in Uitm and had face many problems..Salah satunye "HELP" yg susah utk didptkan di sini..mula2 masuk cm2 la nk kena byar n uruskn which needs transportation yg leh di bawa di skitar shah alam..bile mntk tlong kwn smuenye berat je nk bg tlong tp sy still lg brsyukur n Alhamdullilah cz msih lg dpt prtlongan drpd kwn..when talk about my classmates ni hmm xtau la nk ckp cmne lg smuenye jnis ade kepala n attitude sndri,not 1Malaysia at all..ok sebenarnye classmates sy ni yg coursemate dlu kt Uitm dungun which we all mmg x close lngsung drpd azali lg..dlu kt dungun course hotel ade 2 klas n sy klas 2nd which ktorg close gk la..bile dh smbung dgree ni rmai drpd 1st klas n kwn2 rpat sy smunye x smbung blaja so when nk wt group assignment we need a group consist of persons rite?ni x diorg dh siap2 ambk group diorg n 3 persons being left out just like that hanging in the air without any strings..mmg prsaan 2 geram sgt,of course la those 3 persons 2 including me but can other people think about us n how we feel?kdang2 org ni smuenye xde hati n prsaan btul..mmg terasa sgt environment 2 mmg lekang antara kami smue,xtau nk ckp cmne lg dh..sometimes bile bnde2 cmni blaku mood nk blaja 2 mmg dh xde lngsung n smangat 2 lg dh lame ilang nk blaja since jejak kaki kt Uitm..mmg la org slalu ckp "it's ok,u will find new frens"..hmm dlm keadaan cmni cmne nk cri kwn n apatah lg nk dpt kwn yg leh bg kte ape mksud "friend",mmg susah nk cri dlm zaman skrg,mmg skrg ni dh terasa dlm kelas 2 sy insignificant btul n nobody ever cares to talk to me..hmm ALLAH jelah yg tao how I feel..n I got news today that my senior dh kembali ke rahmatullah because of Denggi,n smpai skrg sy still lg brsyukur cz sy survive drpd denggi dlu mase bln 3..Al-Fatihah